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Hey loves. Please take the time to follow my new blog Learning Life As Lucy. This blog is giving me issues so I had to start from scratch. I miss you all and am glad to be back amongst the wonderful world of bloggers.

100 FOLLOWERS!

YAY I FINALLY AFTER FOUR YEARS BROKE 100!!! so as soon as my hubby gets home, i'll be hosting a giveaway! I'm thinking maybe a scentsy warmer and bars :) or a 31 bag of your choice :) Let me know what you think.

HES COMING HOME!

Hubby called to tell me the good news this morning. HERE VERY VERY SOON- HE WILL BE COMING HOME! FOUR MONTHS EARLIER THAN PLANNED! OMG! OMG! OMG!

In need of your help

So on march 29th {good friday] I am doing a 5 mile walk in order to raise money for homeless people in our county. There are close to 300!!!! this will help provide shelter for those in need. I never ask for help with stuff like this but this is such an important cause as homelessness has affected people close to me! I'm not asking for you to give a ton- heck 25 cents is something, I just ask that you please look inside your heart and help people in need. This is not a scam, it's with my church- Victory Assembly of God. They will get the check then proceed to give it to the city of Hinesville for the program. Please help!! Here is the link where you can donate! any amount helps! If I can get at least 10 people to donate I will not only send out thank you cards but I will also do a giveaway as soon as the fundraiser ends!

Sunday Social

Went to church today and it was completely amazing. I feel so complete- just missing my hubby more than ever. It's the little things like his hand on mine when worship is going on or the way he puts his arm around me when we sit. I miss him so much it hurts.... Can't wait for the next few months to fly!


Anyway, head on over to A COMPLETE WASTE OF MAKEUP and link up for the sunday social!!!!

This Weeks Questions:

1. What is one movie you are terrified to watch? Anything that deals with deployment or soldiers dying. My heart just can't handle it. Especially when Rob is deployed.

2. What is one TV show you have always wanted to get into but haven’t yet? Ummmmm. Homeland. I've heard it rocks.

3. What is one daring activity on your bucket list? Obviously like most people I want to travel to Italy, but that's not really "daring" per se. So daring- I want to learn to paddle board, and I would also like to go fast fall skydiving- not tandem. 

4. Would you ever travel alone? I've dont it before and I'm not a fan but I'm an army wife, so I'm used to having to be a "big girl" and doing things on my own.

5. What activities do you like to do alone? nap, facebook, read, massages [well technically that's not alone lol] 

Another week down. Another week closer. That's what I keep telling myself to try and keep my sanity. My daughter has been so hard to deal with lately. Just not listening, back talking, pulling the whole "well you're not my daddy" bull crud! I feel like I'm at my wits ends with her. She's 4, not 14. I was not mentally prepared for the hell that would come when Rob deployed. But little by little, i'm managing. Thankfully, my parents are coming to visit from Tennessee next week and are staying a week then taking Caylee back with them for two weeks+ so I'll get a nice break of being a one kid mommy again. I'm probably going to lose my mind though. 1. She's never left me for longer than a week. 2. She's never been in another state from me- and definitely not almost 12 hours away. But I know I need this. So does she, so do my parents.

This dieting thing is hard. I swear I crave junk 24/7 and it's even worse now that I'm not cheating. It is taking all that I have to not binge in. I've been trying to replace my cravings with healthier options like fruits and veggies, dark chocolate granola bars- etc. Doesn't stop me from wanting to binge eat though. It's definitely been a huge test of my self-control. As far as exercising- I was literally incapacitated from the first day of insanity and it's taken me all week to even be able to walk. I know they say you are supposed to push through it, but my body being in that much pain was not good or normal and I am afraid I may have to find something else to get me fit aside from something that hardcore. I want to be dedicated but the fibro is too much too bare. I'm worried I could really hurt myself.


Not really sure if you guys knew about my husband having an annuity due to his father being killed in a plane crash but he does. We have been talking for months and have decided to look into getting it all now in a lump sum in order to pay off the car we just bought [and have two practically brand new cars with no payment] and put some of it towards savings and our mortgage. Financially we think it is the best option- as of now. I'm going to do more research and see what he thinks. If any of you have any experience with this, I would greatly appreciate your input.

Anyway, that's about all I have for now. I'll blog again soon.


Oh and I wanted to thank everyone for all the kind words and love through blogger, email and facebook after I blogged about living with bipolar. It was so overwhelming wonderful the support I received for something that was so incredibly hard for me to do. So thank you all.


One last thing- I am thinking about doing a giveaway when I reach 100 followers [I'm almost there :)] but would really like to know what YOU would like to see as a giveaway :) Also think about doing a swap soon- maybe pajama night or pamper night! sooon ladies soon.

Yep I'm blogging during a meltdown. And what caused my meltdown you may ask? Some stupid asshole stealing.... I have been busting my ass trying to get in shape and all I fucking wanted was a damn massage chair to relax since my husband is deployed..... Go to plug it in and some asshole stole the wall adaptor and returned it with just the car charger... Then my daughter wants to back talk and act like she has lost her brain... My songs teething...l everyone is complaining about missing their so over a weekend time frame or a month and I have another four months of this hell. I haven't been eating anything but healthy shit when all I want is n ice cold damn beer and a gallon of chocolate.... I'm angry and I ran out of my Effexor and the pharmacy was "out" to refill it.... I am sick of fucking deployment. I'm sick of being alone. I'm sick of the stress.... Ad I'm in total pyschosis mode right now...ll wooooo fucking saaaa....